Alternative to seeing a psychiatrist ?

when u do talk to your parents let them know that u faked getting better the last time in order to stop seeing the shrink anything addicting is bad for you. granted drug addition could lead to far many health problems then cutting. but cutting not only affects you mentally but can cause physical problems (infections and deadly infections comes to mind). you have to be comfortable with the person (professional) that you talk with otherwise you won't gain from them. have you considered a hypno therapist? changing the conscience mind is easy the problem lies in the sub-conscience and that's where you good address in. good luck